Sunday, February 15, 2009

i'm yours

i was driving back from CJ last thursday and heard from fly fm that Rihanna's concert was cancelled. Apparently she was assaulted by Chris Brown. came to my surprise to know that Rihanna is only 20y.o and Chris is 19y.o!

thinking bout when i was 19y.o, i was already staying abroad from home sweet home. its like packing all my belongings to stay in another country with no turning back. 2 yrs in the overseas. so much exposure, so much knowledge gained, so much explorations, so much happiness and enjoyment.

from friendster and multiply to now the hottest network on earth facebook.

that was 6 years ago..a lot to remember and too much to forget.

2 yrs + 3yrs + 1yr*

2yrs+ 2.2yrs + 0.5yrs+ 1yr*

1yr + 4.5yrs + 0.5yrs*

the past and parcels of my life in the past 6 yrs.they came in phases and each phase overlaps each other. at the end of the day it is made equal.

i have been sick for the past 4 days. it started off with sore throat, then package came with flu, fever and cough.

and now..

just today i was made *mute* and i had to teach a bunch of kids "Subject-Verb Agreement" and "Spelling". i'm quite happy to see that now most of them can do sva. Spelling was worst. i hope i will be able to help them and definitely try my best to. just kinda drama today for a teacher who was almost mute to continue teaching.

from an almost mute this morning; as a result of 4 hours of teaching. certified *MUTE*

was just thinking. if i were to fall into an argument now with someone ftf i will awfully lose. greatfully i'm not going to. i will just gonna stay in my den and recuperate. same thing is playing on my mind now whether or not to work tomorrow.(cus i had the same thought on Thursday night, eventually Friday i had a fever and on MC) i can choose to either work from home or go on sick leave or go to the office and mute at one corner. which one sounds better?

the verdict tomorrow. :)

i'm feeling so pathetic now. i feel like singing this song "paint my love by MLTR" when i CAN'T at ALL

currently on playlist: Paint My Love

Wednesday, February 11, 2009

Happy V-Day

Happy V-Day to all again.

just so happen i don't have to teach this saturday. phew...

and planning to go to Le Meridian in KL sentral for tea. Apparently they are famous for their english afternoon tea.

shall go and check it out. and snap some pics i hope. that is if i rmb to bring my camera along.

oh today i think i wasnt wide awake really...i think i was still in my dreams. when i reached the office. guess what? i can't find my wallet.

basically i drove 30km away from the city to the MSC without IC, licence and money. imagine what would happen if there were to be police blocks. then it seems like if i were to be lucky enough then the police will be the person to inform myself that i forgot to bring my wallet.

so i had to come home like a bit early today at 5pm just incase there are police blocks? so i managed to reach home safely driving without a valid licence and identification.

farnee..and blurry.

the week is coming to and end. its thursday and weekend comes again. been in penang for like 2 weeks during CNY and it feels good to be home. But don't think i will be heading home anytime soon. Maybe in May? shall see.

Tuesday, February 10, 2009

had great laugh...
had deep thoughts..

but back to reality :)

having stomach pain now. sigh...

endless night

just got back from bukit bintang after meeting a friend. before i reach home i was telling myself that the moment i step in to my room what i should be doing is to get ready to "moo" world.

BUT*

you can see i'm blogging away with my notebook on my bed. trying to think of something to blog about. honestly i feel like blogging. feel as though there are a lot to blog about but at the same time i dont know what is there to talk about. i just feel like blogging. not very sure if this happens to you to if you are a blogger. occasionally at least? no?

i was checking my email. there was a typo in one of my email and so i thought i could just leave it cus my team lead told me that it is ok to do so. not long after that my manager sent me an email with some queries to go back to the country people for more details. plus requesting me to correct the typo. i will say it is very minimal. but i think my new manager is very particular in detail, speed and accuracy. that is a standard i set to myself too.

but under the mgt of the ex-manager its ok to make these typo or small mistakes. now no more offf track. so can we draw a conclusion here where guys tend to be more flexible than girls? and they are not so particular on the minor things per say.

not trying to generalise here and there are exceptional cases. its subjective and judgemental.

recently i havent been in a good mood i think...ytd i wasn't in a good mood and one of my student; a 12 yr old kid provoked my already not so into good mood into something worst.

i told him off with a loud and stern face and voice!
and its good to find out that it works. because he behaves himself today in the class. happy to see improvement but we shall see how long can this last. michievous boy he is.

not sure if i should go to bed now..since its already 0134.

i think i better go before more nonsense.

dozing off...

Sunday, February 8, 2009

The Card Game - Snap

ever played a game called snap?
its a simple card game where you keep on showing cards until you find a match where you'll snap the cards with your palm.

but not long ago i learnt a different snap. its not a game. but it an action of expressing oneself's anger. that just happened last night.

honestly, i have to admit that it does piss me off. its not nice to scold a good friend in front of everyone but i would say its off my limits. otherwise things will continue to happen. and i don't want to see that to happen ever AGAIN.

Sunday, February 1, 2009

manage to catch up with my manager for a 1x1 session over the phone on the finalisation of the FY09 goals. Officially today the(my) hiring manager will be transitioned over to a new role and we are expecting a new manager who will be taking over our team..

we were speaking on how the role transition will happen over the next 6 months to the long term. i will start off with the role in global pricing while concurrently the special pricing will happen as well. list pricing will come in after which i have mastered global price.

Eventhough i have global pricing experience, in this particular org the global price is very different. Shall find out how different is it compared to my last job.

Things are getting more interesting day after day and as expected pricing role is never relaxing. As i move along i could sense that it can be no days or nights. It is a good change and i think to realise my dream this should be the correct path to go about.

Other things remain more or less same old except sometimes there are some disturbance but this is life. Things only work both ways, i can't posibbly go about something with only my involvement.

time flies and now once again i'm re-highlighting it. 5 months it is. i could not rmb well when did that take place. and had to dig out some info from my past posts. maybe it is of no significance to me but it does come back and it worries me. For once i was glad that i could delete it from my memories but it kept coming back. What is there to do? Say i'm too stubborn? I don't know if i am. Is it ever my fault that it came back and haunt me? I have no control of whether or not to give it permission to haunt me again.

我很好奇。。。什么侍候再会吧这个问题解决
已经延迟很久。。。
很多年,月,天了。

Someone is there to lead my way...