Good Morning World.

at this time of this day..i'm wide awake. not sure for what kind of reason i couldnt continue sleeping. do not know what i can do now.

im very sure tonight i will be very tired and need to sleep really early.

screw the biological clock. screw it!

sad.

*period*

it died

who died? my dvd-rom. have not really used it. only like once when i imported some songs from my CD.

waitt..my mistake, the dvd-rom did not die. its the port that connects to the mother board that is. apparently i have to change the whole mother board. that costs MYR1000+++. sigh...even its not my money in which i get to claim cus it belongs to hp i still think its a bit of wasting $$$.
having said that. no choice..i think i should get it replaced otherwise it will quite inconvenient.

had a very long day yesterday...right after the class i went for a quick meal and head towards MV to catch a train to Sg. Wang. I waited for 20mins for the train to KL sentral. to make me more frustrated they are building an extension to the KL sentral and i had to make a detour to get to the monorail station. sighh...

and when i reached sg wang, i could hear some ppl singing Lee Hom's song (that is to get free tix). and saw some galaxy staffs walking around holding some forms. i asked one of them if there are any promos.

15% off for all tix except the tix priced at RM198 with 30% off. In order to enjoy the promo tix you'll have to be an x pax user. Not enough! Have to reload RM30 to receive a mobile voucher and forward to galaxy, otherwise the tix that i bought which costs MYR750 will be invalid. *puzzled*

so much hassles...worst still one x pax prepaid gets 2 tix only. I wanted 3 tix. In the end i had to get 2 tix with promo and 1 at full price.

anddd now i have a new prepaid mobile number by celcom. don't know what to do with it. it already served the purpose. lol

i spent a lot of money ytd. like MYR1k a day..although not all are my spending cus i bought tix for my friends too. just feel very bad cus spending MYR1k a day but that is not what i earn a day.

sent my car for maintenance too. (that's why i said long day, tiring; both physically and mentally)the battery is due to be changed and it costs MYR170. tyre also need to be changed. no idea how much they will cost. anyway...its a 3 yrs old SLK


i rmb once one of my friend told me "friends are to be taken advantage of". i rmb well it was a "she" who told me but don't rmb exactly who she was. i totally disagree with her. because to me friends are giving and taking, compromising and tolerance.

and to be honest just recently not very recent like 1.5 yrs ago? the phrase from her popped out from nowhere and warned myself that i have just been taken advantage of. there are not much positive points which refrains me from thinking that way. seriously i feel i was giving more and when i'm not needed i'm abandoned.

*the dilapidation state*

sad to say but i think this is happening to me and i'm quite upset with it. am i being too nice? i don't think so because i'm a very mean person. who never care to give face to anyone which i think they are not doing the right thing.

yet..i'm having this problem of being too nice. maybe i was too nice to certain people. also because i have a very high patience level. how to transform from a person who is dedicated to a person who couldn't care more or less?am i going to feel better if i were to behave in such a way?

something needs to be proven.

i have been in hp for 4 months now.so far so good..just sometimes i have a lot of "question marks" but justifiable for me to stay. last week a headhunter called me. looking for a pricing specialist for Celcom. too bad i'm not ready to move and i don't think it's suitable in many ways. call me 2 yrs later maybe? *smiles*

enough of rantings..all the above did not really flow but, its spontaneous writing...

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i am very the sleeepy.....

found my prince charming

That day i tried out one of the quiz somewhere i couldn't recall. The source is not the point but the results are.

when i read it i was telling myself so loudly that it is so damn true.

You desire a love that will last forever. You are quite serious about finding this type of love, and that's why you think carefully about the men that you meet before deciding whether you could really love them. You don't just develop a crush on someone overnight: you look at a person's personality and other aspects of their life before deciding to form an attachment. If a guy doesn't meet your expectations, you would rather be alone. Your love has to be perfect. Be careful though, you could be missing out on some worthy relationships because your standards are so high.

I think i'm just so perfectionist? i think i will miss out a lot of things out there if i don't change the way i think and behave. i always wonder how sure can i be when it's so soon? mayb its too early to be concern now. shall wait till the person appears :)

and so i was watching this show. and this guy is so good looking!!! it isnt the first time i see him so its not love at first sight. i like his hairstyle and his outfit and image in this show. his sideburns. he look so "man".

basically he is the prince charming tht i'm referring to *smiles*

must go..

i got very worried over the sold out tix to Lee Hom's concert this coming May. i called galaxy. to my relieve they told me that all types of tix are still available. *phew*

gonna make sure to catch it this time. die die must go.

gym should resume tomorrow..gained weight these recent weeks. excessive eating and non exercising days. played a few board games and got excited over the new tree and worms game.

was asked for a favour last weekend. seems interesting. some monetary benefits. but risky business to me. so the verdict is = NO. i've already made up my mind.

recently it has been quite quiet at work. its not a good sign. some countries have started to ask their employee to clear their leaves by forced shutdown.2 days a quarter. to my knowledge annual leaves which is a c&b poses as opex/cos to an organisation. to reduce that an org will encourage their employees to clear their leaves.

i have 9.25 days to clear for the rest of the year which is not earned yet.
4 days goes to the shutdown this December. 5.25 days left. It's March now and i dont think its time to utilise the 5.25 days yet. not until this september (ok that is if i'm not retrenched. i'm not trying to be negative but i'm in a rockety and risky position. Under labour law, employers can retrench an employee on the basis of Last In, First Out.)

Recent hot track on my list.
by beyonce

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

for 165mins

that is about 2 hours and 45 mins.

and it was for Benjamin Button. I wouldn't say its a very good show but it was quite good. Given that its quite a curious case and sad. Where someone dies when they became a baby just like a newborn. that was because Brad Pitt was born old. :

you wouldn't get it unless you watch it. so you should go watch this movie soon :)

and again this whole day i had been thinking of what should i be blogging about. because last night i rmb i have this one particular thingy to blog about. unfortunately i forgot.

i think i started to be really forgetful these days. its kinda associated with short term memory loss. on what basis?

because the moment i lock my car and reach my apartment i will ask myself this question "Did i lock my car?" seriously i don't remember already.. sad i knoww...

and i have to most of the time return to the place i parked my car and check if it was locked. *sigh...

its not nice to be so forgetful over important things. its fine not to rmb so much of other things because some things are not worth remembering. but locking my car is considered a severe thing isn't it?

i kept reminding myself if my SLK is stolen or watever happens to my stupid car ( what i always scold my car) i think i wont be able to get to work and a there is a to do. police reports. insurance reports...never ending follow up.

thinking of tht; its worth returning and check if the car was locked.

i still can't recall what i wanted to rant about here.

shall come back tomorrow and tht is if i could rmb..

*packing bag to go home* (not really go home..need to go to Mid Valley now)

chane~!

for 10 mins

For once i forgot what i wanted to blog about and i had to go through all previous post until somehow the posts reminded myself of what i wanted to stress today.

Last week my friend was keeping me posted on her upcoming plans. She was telling me that she will be going off to Perth to work. But she hasn't found a job.
she said "No rush since economy is bad and i have no commitments"

it is true to a certain extent. It's good to be positive. It is the kind of attitude to have. I wish you all the best.

Recently, they announced a pay cut in HP. 5% which will be effective soon. I agree that when there's retrenchment an org incurs more costs i.e to shoo ppl away first by offering VSS and when the times are good incur other costs i.e acquisition and training costs. That seems to be a waste of resources. But what if times were to be worsen? Nobody knows what will happen 6 months down the road. Everyone is contracting their spending with the fear of losing their jobs maybe 6 months down the road?

But if you learnt economics, this is not the right action to take. In actual fact, we should spend more. When an economy contracts it is because the supply is in abundance and could not meet the demand. So the overall AD (aggregate demand) fell.

If you remember the Keynesian economics "the paradox of thrift"
When households (demand) contracts their spending by saving more perhaps, basically they are consuming less and therefore overall AD fell and eventually it leads to lower NY ( National Income). This causes a downturn to deepen in the mere short term.
I remember reading on thesun the other day that based on research by a bank, Malaysians are not spending enough. But Malaysians are among the top savers in the world. National Savings were 38% of the GNP in 2007.

Are you surprised?

So most governments in the world is trying to come out with packages to stimulate the economy to boost domestic demand by encouraging spending so as the AD will not fall further and cause the downturn to deepen.

I'm sure everyone will we wondering what the stimulants will be when our new premier announce the package by end of this month when he take over the office.
Tax reductions? What forms of government spending to be expected?
We shall see..

Quote by the 33rd President of the US "Recession is when a neighbour loses his job, Depression is when you lose yours"


Bring to you this song by Fish Leong

以前我不懂得
未必明天　就有以后
想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛　
连沉默也痛
遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

holiday, shall i?

I feel like flying..................

airasia is offering good deals. i feel like going. like now!! one thing quite sad is i have 9 days leave for the rest of the year when i have not even took 1. sigh....

It only costs MYR4 to Macau.
It only costs MYR6 to Penang.

can imagine? Its cheaper to fly overseas than going back home.

Shall i go home or shall i go for a holiday? I think i will be too ambitious to go alone. Shall i just head home? Shall I?