great plans in the making

the goodie bag during zumbathon on the 16th of June 2012. those are good stuff..i'm lovin' it.

didn't go for zumba today as the instructor is out of town and there was a replacement class. however, i went to 2 yoga classes. sweat until like i came out from shower..it was a great workout though...feel so relax and stretched!

had a&w for lunch in PJ just now..until so damn fulll. also bought some kuihs from nyonya colours. looks like i'm too full to finish them up. the rest is for me brekkie tomorrow .. hehe

a friend told me she is going to further her studies in the UK. i recall what she was telling me and i feel so touched...i'm glad she woke up from her long dream and know where she is heading to...

B: bling is sad 

Q: haha.find a bf fast fast. now i m happy with my life. because i have my dream to go after. you no need to be sad, go for ur dream. i hope i will be a better person in the future. someone my parent can be proud of.and i wan to be someone i can proud of also. now i really cannot find what am i good at . time for me to step out from my comfort zone. be happy for my decision 

B: so easy find BF meh... say easy nia. hahaha im glad u finally found your dream.. all those u say earlier i feel touch..u become more matured di.happy for u 

Q: yeah 

B: haha this is a good change 

Q: ya 

B: if its not your relationship u still living in your fantasy. i have the feeling..still living in naive-ness 

Q: hahaha... ya is a precious lesson for me 

i hope to see her a better person when she returns next year.. All the best to you!

so back to asking myself..what are my plans? ahem....still thinking..or perhaps still brainstorming?

perhaps relocate myself and find a job in singapore?

buy time

a bowl of mango dessert that brightens another day..


people come and go... what they left are footprints. i'm always upset over farewells..


one is going to france another is going to duno where..time to say goodbye.


now i recall something..recall a conversation on time to say goodbye and that someone appear to be very kancheong and literally looking at the screen and watch as i typed. i can rmb clearly at that point in time sitting right here on this same chair i was laughing to my screen hysterically. perhaps he thought i was going to make a confession. over my dead body!! =)


its 21:46 and i'm feeling sleepy...i have a walkthrough call to attend at 22:00. hope i won't fall asleep during the call.


its been a tiring period of time for me lately..all the late working hours and i'm feeling tired at the wrong hours..taking naps at the hours that i dont usually do...sleeping less than the hours that i usually need..eating the things that i dont usually need.


everyday i will sit right here and let my emotions control my heart, how long does that need to prolong. it's time for me to control my emotions. say what i mean..

a new toy to play with

the new toy has arrived to keep me entertained....been on air since 6pm. i even tried on the alarm buzzer which sounded a bit funny.. perhaps should try the alarm that turns on the radio automatically as a morning call. it sounds much more cooler whee...


i forgot the time of the month for the past few months until this time when its such a suffering....time to buck up and eat more herbs...it does make a difference!


one more month before i say goodbye to this neighbourhood...already started with some boxes...and more to come.




i still ponder on my mistakes...on why did i commit in such embarassing act.. i feel so stupid everytime when i think of it... sigh man.


needs time for me to wipe it out ...
and must always remind myself not to ever repeat the same mistakes..


hope things will be allright there since i didn't get any response from him...

learning to bake?

my sis suggested me to take up some new hobbies...what are my hobbies if it's not eating? knocking off to the gym during free time and that's about all.


time to buck up and start learning to bake really good cakes or cookies perhaps?


its 12.30am and right now i'm sitting here in front of my monitors waiting for a SME to reply to my OC message; whether he can join my walk through meeting or not.
********** 
he just replied and said cannot attend... dang!


anyways...small matters that can be solved easily. just meet on Thursday then..


in deep prayers that my friend's mother will be all right. miracles do happen and let it happen on her. and hope my friend is staying strong there....


in my mind is struggling...whether i should be heading to office tomorrow and also if i should be heading to gym tomorrow too? the disadvantages of having friends to go gym with us is when they (he) no longer go, there comes the difference. my oomph has gone...but it wont be long...it somehow looks like my recuperation time...


also there has been a lot of rob cases happening to ladies walking alone in car park of late..it makes my oomph even lesser now that it happened in mid valley near to the place i always park my car...this country has turned out to be a very dangerous country.


time to think of relocation perhaps? but where..somewhere safer maybe? or somewhere where i can find new friends?


sometimes i'm living in a denial; the reason of why i ever thought of relocating..there is always reasons of everything and this time i actually thought of packing up and go due to some underlying reasons that i do not want to mention here. because if you know me well you will know the reason why relocating ever crosses my mind...


it doesn't feel good when something always crosses your mind..when you tried so hard to wipe it out but it keeps coming back..we all know time will heal. but the process of healing is painful.


i should be glad that it didn't go in too deep for me to suffer even more. this should be a minor pain and nothing compared to a friend of mine who was telling me, eat also cry, watch tv also cry. that was extreme...i was in a state of shock knowing that. what the hell did the guy did to her that has caused so much pain.


these kinda guy are the kind that we girls should stay away.....they hurt anyone who go closer to them like wolves


looking for a new job? or fly elsewhere and start anew? you tell me...

the bio clock screws...

the shoe craze is not over...and it shall continue..


my bio clock has just screwed up..i just woke up and looks like this is a random post.


watching this drama right now and it says "physical beauty doesn't matter, it's the love for each other that counts" and "guys only see things on the surface, however girls see things in depth"


is that always true and holds?


time flies and it looks like it's moving at a faster rate. someone recently asked me if i have any plans for my life. do i have a plan? i think i do...its non other than making sure i focus in my job and be someone successful one day. what is considered successful? to be a manager one day perhaps?


i think i can be very career focused these days and hope i'm not missing out on anything else out there because time flies...


the fun fact is i finally realised that life is short. and it was just recently i realised this...how stupid or naive i was to think that life is long...


there are some things that can't open overnight but there are some that do...


i'm not treating some ppl nice lately and i shall not let that continue..time to jaga image! and to be fair to others..


its dumpling fest this weekend.. and i already had 3 this year .. :)


very busy with work lately hence the screw in my bio clock..the momentum is going to keep moving until end of July. and that is also when i need to move back to tmn desa...quite headache thinking of packing..and also thinking of the best time to balik kampung. a lot of leave but couldn't find the best time to balik. have not been back for a few months now..even my hair has grown so long now.... new image for 2012 like keeping long hair? hehe...