the thing i hate the most

is someone who is 没交代

didn't tell me he is not going for dinner and expect me to know...

i don't read your mind ok mou..

gosh!

shall not kek hei over him..

anyway i already know he is not coming

great time in Vietnam escaping the reality

I had a wonderful break back from Vietnam..initially thought that i wouldn't enjoy as much..however things turn out to be pretty interesting despite some hiccups.we paid quite a lot in transportation in this trip which is quite overwhelming..and didn't quite like the 2nd dinner in HoiAn where were served with soggy and oily fried rice.. other than all that things are pretty cool..

it was in this trip that i hear more stories from DJ on the relationship that she was into..i was very surprised to know some of the things about this guy..very unexpected of him..something that i think i can't accept as well. and it was also in this trip that i finally made up my mind. it's time to come to a full stop..in fact i realised myself avoiding contact with him now...cus somehow i just feel him very "hak yan chang"

this is the only bad thing about my character..if i don't like i will show it and i will tend to ignore that person until a certain period of time...good luck to him now..

i have also asked myself if i should continue to continue with my career now in the team...if they are not able to give me something that i want i should just buck up and pack up. there is no point staying here and waste my time..i already reached the stage whereby i have given up because i see no results..perhaps time to think about it in depth and make a final decision..

it was also in this trip that i told myself this "that i should decide a cut off time, if things doesn't happen i should plan to go elsewhere" the only headache i have is i don't know where to go...

let's see how things turn out to be after these 2 weeks..and i should start thinking after the results..

as of late..

i havent been really in a good mood...often have mood swings..due to everything that taken place of late..found a place to move out...going to move back to tmn desa.. back to square 1...perhaps better place for me to stay in.

am catching a flight on wednesday morning to vietnam for holiday...don't really in the mood now to go for holiday..too upset over what that has been on my mind..i duno what are the next steps to take..

please someone shed me some lights...