the answer is No now..
it wasn't that deep for me to be upset though..
i'm very darn sure that i'm very scared now. afraid of something that may happen in which i don't wish to see it happen.
haih..don't know what else can i say about this.let it be at the moment.
hopefully it was just a joke. a lame one. and not something serious....
started my diet since yesterday..should let this go on for a few weeks until i'm back to my *actual* weight.
*tada*