porky pork night

just return from dinner at Ribs Oasis. tneh had a big fat bonus credited into his bank account. a whopping 6.5months. and he treated us for dinner.

took some pics and should blog about it soon. i hope.

sometimes i feel like blogging but i do not have anything to fuss about so eventually i didnt blog. for some reasons recently i have been procrastinating..which is not something good.

at work as well as my blog too.. 2 of them all in an almost abandoned state. sad but true.

i do feel guilty over what i have done. because i learnt a lot of lessons in the 1st half of 2010. maybe the first 4 months of 2010-not exactly first half yet. its not good to be selfish but if i dont treat myself good who will?

so the verdict is this "be good to ownself before being good to others-learn to be more selfish"

if i don't love myself who will? it is as though the year of 2010 is when i'm facing my qtr life crisis. i'm a qtr life already assuming i can live up to 100years of age.

quite lost, side tracked a bit, upset, stress and anxious-was how i felt.

today - have not find the right way but on the path, on track, neutral, stress less and more relaxed.

this should be the way it is i guess.

on another note; i was quite in an outrage on Friday. comparing with the last few outrages i think this time the rage is slightly smaller.

i told him off once again. i lost count on how many times i told him off. it has already reached the stage where all the nonsense from him has to come to a halt. i no longer wish to hear or see all those non making senses conversations or statements.

such a relief...i'm glad.

now i need to pray hard for the referral bonus to come in. *pray* *pray* i need to be back to budget surplus.

similarly gym on Tuesday too

sometimes i find it strange for a person to get hungry at 5pm.

it happened to me today...don't know for what reason i was feeling that way.

so as a result i had my dinner at 6pm. then head the gym at 7pm.

a very slow mo cycling session on my own for 20mins before the RPM class.

today i think the instructor is having a good mood; compared to the first time i went he was super cool and quiet. as though someone stepped on his tail like badly?

today? he is totally different. can even dance on the floor.. hmm..

anyway in case u think why am i bringing up this topic.

I found him CUTE. hehe...

*PERIOD*

i made my own 木瓜牛奶 today. i bet if you make your own you will never want to try those selling outside.

Recipe is simple: 1 cup of lowe fat milk and 1 cup of papaya-(of course you need a blender) That's it and serves you a rich, creamy and sweet cup of papaya milk. If you think it mayb a little too bland you can add some honey.

my tastebuds bears the blandness of some food and beverages. So it tastes just nice to me :)

full with nano happy endorphines now..

i think i should head to bed already since i will be appearing in office tomorrow.

but im too excited and active to knock off to bed...

gym every monday

just back from Body Balance and had a real late dinner.

now am full..and sleepy.

i woke up at 9++ this morning, duno for what reason i need to sleep more and more hours. something is wrong.

but duno where.

and today was not any ordinary busy day. too free to be true. just need to approve a deal and that's it.

am fearing that i will be become lazier and lazier day after day... this is not good..