Love is like wildflowers...it is often found in the most unlikely places.

today's fortune cookie message from facebook....



just came back from a hairdo. very short and thin and fresh. in the sense it's a new style. seems weird at the same time. haha..



just ate Penang Laksa..its been long since i last had it. delicious!!

i have just done something really bad..
feel like elaborating more but then i'm feeling really sleepy now.
besides i need to wake up early tomorrow to drive home sweet home.

i shall continue tomorrow night when im back @ home

it feels really bad being rejected....but i can't help it cus if i dont do it now then when things roll in too deep i am in a trouble

another down

finished reading another book from Adeline Yen Mah - Chinese Cinderella

it took me approximately 5hours to completion.

i think to read this book then followed by Falling Leaves will be a better sequence. Falling LEaves seems to be a spoiler for Chinese Cinderella. (spoiler-correct usage?)

ahha..oh wells i dont quite enjoy chinese cinderalla like i said spoiler :)

im 1/3 of PS I Love You by Cecilia Ahern. Hope i can finish it soon and continue with another book. Recently seems that im very keen in reading. i have no idea why the suddent urge. for the benefit of it..let's keep it going....

or maybe im too stress? and bored with my life? with all the happenings that i need some fantasies? it could be true..

till then..

currently playing : 蒲公英的約定 by Jay Chou

time to call it a day

it is now 11.50PM and i'm still awake...bedding time is due very soon. just thought that i shall blog something before i go to bed.

today is another day where 1 person covers 3 person. to be honest i don't know how long i can stand this. there is so much to do until i have no time to breathe. can let me breathe for a few days please?

i left work at 6pm today and went to the gym. continue with my work when i reach home. what is this you will be thinking? no big deal i think compared with my friends who need to work until 3 or 4am in the morning. i should be thankful already isnt it?

anyways...

it was detached and now reattached. when it was detached it felt so much of a relieve. NOW back to that state of attachment. how to peel it away? can i take it as though its a face mask in which i can peel it off as when i like it? sigh..

so much things that is happening these days..and there is one problem to solve. which i have no idea how..i think someone out there could has misunderstood that i am giving someone a chance. i did not agree or deny but that doesnt mean i agree right? silence is NEVER consent. at least to me. i dont wish to hurt anyone and to rub it in deeper for that someone. but i really have no idea how to deal with this person. aih..

please enlighten me...

currently playing: Poker Face by Lady Gaga 1050 play counts and still counting...

tonnes of work to be done.

just got back from eurodeli..not very fantastic. i still like hurricane's pork ribs. The food are salty. the gravies are normal. nothing great to be boasted about. those are 2 cents of my opinion. 5 mains comes to a total of MYR208 for 4person. i think i wouldrather go to Jogoya for their buy 1 free 1 treat.

recently life has been hectic. was sick beginning of the week. today...like now i feel very tired but i still have work to be done. in which i think i can only do it tomorrow. hmm...life's hard isnt it?

a bit more challenging now...1 person to cover 3 person's work..ahah. in away efficent but if you see it the other way overworked!anyways this is not going to last long. when more resources comes in. hoping the increment be good this coming review and if there can be bonuses for us? bling needs $$$ to enjoy life. been having hard time in the recent months. bling needs to go holiday and go on LEAVE!

something has been hindering my mind recently...why must god make someone i dont like to like me when the person i like like another person? why must god make these things so complicated? sigh..don't know how to deal with this. shall i move a step when i see a step? maybe this is the best solution....?

obstacles in life are many if not little

exactly one month after my last post.

there were a lot events that has taken place in the past 4 weeks. be it family matters or career and health and needless to say sometimes involves $$.

i was unbelivably stressed out 2 weeks ago for 2 weeks. day after day worried over certain things that have or have not taken place.

have not been attending gym for the past 4 weeks. i got so stressed up to the point of the deterioration in my health.

now that its over i'm glad i'm still alive. obstacles in life come after another. be it a huge one or tiny came by without any sign and there it is.

today i so called have my full day having rest and relax. its been long since my last private moments. today it is the day. i know that if i dont rest enough now i wouldnt be able to overcome any new challenges coming my way. the leaps and bounds to pass through before achieving the goals. honestly, sometimes i will stop for a moment and think of what are my goals. what am i looking for in life?

so far i'm still happy as i am but i duno where am i heading to. Do i lead life as i am now since i'm happy? there's how many 10yrs in one's life? not much. I've past 2 10yrs. I'm now half of another....once its over its over and there is not turning back.

did i miss out anything now?

i was chatting with a friend whom we have not seen each other for a year if i'm not wrong. speaking on how we should keep our options wide open. even if we are to stay loyal to a person who we like we'll have to let go. although it takes time but things still need to go. the verdict is to get things over and done with.

life are complicated to the extent where even if we keep our options wide open things dont seem to be how we expect them to be. for a few days i was so afraid. a friend of mine- he told me "love is blind, you can't stop me from loving you"
i dont understand why he use the word "love". it is such a powerful word to use.

i have a question in mind. why do we like someone whom they dont have the same feeling in return but there's someone out there who has feeling for us when we dont feel the same?

can things come much more simpler? when can we stop knocking on the wrong walls before finding the right door to the right path?

PERIOD**

I have today (at home) enjoying my private moments blogging in my fav sometimes abandoned blog due to my crazy and mad schedules at work.

I managed to finish reading "Falling Leaves by Adeline Yen Mah"

Its a an autobiography of Adeline Yen Mah based on true stories of an unwanted daughter in a Chinese Family.

There are at least 5 books in the queue. I'm resuming the rest of my time today reading "PS I Love You by Cecilia Ahern"

after gym * :)