found some very good tips ..

If you’ve tried everything and he doesn’t seem to respond or has turned you down, understand that at the end of the day you can’t force feelings onto someone. He either does or doesn’t feel the same way you do and the important thing is you tried. So move on and remember there are plenty of fish (some better) in the sea. ;)

endorphins are good..

i have not been chatting with that guy (who was after me at one point in time)..today he send me a message and ask me how am i and gave me a compliment..say i became prettier.. lol..happy die me..

does that mean i was ugly before? haha... or not as pretty...but im getting old lah...

i always wonder if i was prettier earlier would i already got married and have kids? does things work that way? i bet no..its more of a destiny... i'm waiting for my destiny to come by the way... :)

i'm in an up mood lately..endorphins are good by the way..if you ask me i feel so different this time compared to the last one. last one was so much stressful..this one i'm in fact happy..

at one point in time i wanted to give up..but after speaking to "my brother" whom asked me to wait and see..so i've decided that i should wait and after speaking to another friend i think i should let him walk on his own..if he wants, he will get it... so i have decided to continue to drop hints- a bit of laughing, giggling, touch in the arms and what not..

sounds funny...i never done this before. and it feels a bit funny doing that..

i feel different and turned up because of the stare he gave me. at one point, the stare he gave me tells me something..i feel the same thing i felt 2 yrs ago when that guy was staring at me and i can feel something fishy. that time i was right... so i do believe stare from the eyes says something...better be the same this time too...

and hope i'm not wrong....

i was telling him i'm going to have a meeting tomorrow night at 12.30am through to 2am. he asked me if i still want to go to the gym and suggested that i should stay in to get some rest or sleep.cus he is quite sure after that i will feel super tired. however, i insisted of going as usual.. wednesday is like a compulsory go class for me. never skip! though i promised him i will sleep early tonight....and then he ask me not to be so aggressive and do light exercise instead.. thanks for your concerns o.. that is very sweet of you....you are just gonna make me hate love you even more..

he moved to the movie room last night...he doesn't seem to be coping well cus mosquitoes are trying to make friends with him. hiding and waiting for him while he is asleep and start the attack..sounds funny when i read what he says. the mosquito repellent will help him i hope...otherwise there will be one panda in the making..

let's see..

am i doing the right thing?

lost my heart...lost my mind... without you..

am i doing the right thing...perhaps i am.

i'm learning to fill in the blanks now..hope i filled in the right one.

it was ytd after gym we went for dinner at Esquire Kitchen. my ever first time trying in that restaurant. the mantou was fluffy and soft..dont quite like the chicken though...spend around 2 hours talking..i was quite surprised because usually he doesn't talk much but he did quite a lot of talking last evening...but i do enjoy dinner despite the food wasn't that great..its the chatting time that counts.. :)