Friday, May 6, 2011

got bombed

need to learn not to take the blame over something that i'm not aware of. the fact that i went to apologise for something that i wasn't made aware off pissed me off even more.

communication flow in the team is not done properly. it is not a good start for me. i will do what i can and continue to practice what i have been practising today.

ensure to highlight to the people on the lack of communication flow. this is no good. not happy about it.

let's see how things goes. if i'm penalised or what come may, look for the last resort.


*******

i should be drafting out a new hope or rather to find them as a drive to keep things going..otherwise i may just waste my life. how many ten yrs do i have in fact. i'm going to fully utilise 30yrs in the next couple of years. and do not really see any achievement yet.


heart got shattered a few times, brain sick as well. all the emotional effects. time to change the lifestyle..and stay firmer. speak less listen more. be defensive when its the time to do so.