moody

arrgh..just lose what i have penned down earlier. it makes my flame firing even more!

such a letdown

i feel so cheated. we are basically framed. now stucked. stuck for 3.5yrs. the fact that the kickoff is cancelled is such a letdown. it actually demotivates if not all most of us. so what is so special of being in this program? other than working for IA and treasury what else?

i hate being told this and that but at the end of the day no promises. so what is special?

we have been given one word and until the day we die we must rmb which is PERFORM.

now we don't seem to have a choice since we have wet our pants. only thing is to perform and see what happens by end of this year. whether we get what we wanted.

like a few who has mentioned to me earlier...if things dont go well just throw, pack and go. might as well be it if things dont go well than suffer quietly.

i can be patient for another 4 months. time flies anyway..so we are anticipating...

so so bored! time for me to go home..just dont know when..need to see mum and dad..