i came to yet another crossroads in my life...
i know with this decision my life will change a lot...
4.5 yrs has passed with the same lifestyle....
Come June 17th i will be recording a new chapter of my life... a change in environment and also people around me..
2012 is definitely a year that i learned a lot..i came to understand what love is about from this person. also understand how guys think differently compared to girls. although i admit that i felt hurt from this experience but its a great lesson. it brings me to a lot of different perspective about friendship among colleagues, love and men in general.
i did not regret doing all those things that i did for him esp the lego episode..the only thing i feel upset and remorse is why would a person who said he bought me a present still did not present to me until today when he already got the gift since last christmas.
i will not ask it from him .. if he wants to give it to me with the heart.. if he has the intention to; he will give it to me eventually...this is called proactive.
its finally time for me to let go once my 4.5yrs episode has finally came to an ending....
it feels reluctant but i think i should move on...
counting down the days to a change for the better..
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